We're all a bit crazy. I'm no different, but I'm crazy with a side of weird and some nerd for dessert.
i often confuse my gaydar with my overpowering pleasebegaydar
It is pathetic how true this is for me.
Someone take these bad thoughts away.
I can only take so much death and harm and anger while I’m trying to go to sleep…only to not be able to because my mind won’t stop torturing me. I just want to fall asleep, not lay awake while my mind draws up the death of a loved one(s) in different ways or different scenarios I’d be put through pending when it happens.
Please…just make it stop…
I never asked for this, nor do I want it…
*reads the last line again*
*closes the book*
*throws book out the window*
*jumps out the window after it*
*writhes in pain while clutching the book*
*cries and rocks it back and forth*
*puts it back down on the shelf*
*Calls friend* “read this book”
Game of Thrones to a “T.”
I’m just having a shitty night.
People plus slow work plus more people (especially one or two I didn’t really ever want to see that I had to wait on) plus exhaustion means…
I feel fucking terrible right now. It’s like every bit of progress I’ve made with myself over the last few months just completely disappeared. I’m not happy; I’m in a pit of depression and self-loathing all of a sudden; nothing feels ok right now.
I hate this.